Nothing

i thought it will all come to pass
i am happy with myself now
eating with myself, shopping with myself
spending time with myself.
but as the cold breeze of the wind
kissed my cheeks on a hot noon
i realized i'm still hurt.

i tried to cheer myself
eat, watch movie, drink frappucino
sought the companion of friends
that never arrived and i realized i am alone.
and on the dark night
when i saw his virtual presence
it all came back in a breeze
that he simply left me
without saying goodbye
and i am all but a trash...