Fail love for the Nth time

It's always late at night when I wondered why do I always fail relationships.

Almost everybody at my age are busy getting partners, being married and starting to build their families. In order to cope with the misery of being single, I just try to justify  myself that it is not the right time for me to find the love that I want to feel, experience and live with. But it makes me think what I have been doing wrong and been doing again and again. There must be.

I love myself. This is something I always knew, or not. But being in a relationship makes me an entirely different person. I can become carelessly selfless that I abandon myself just to please the other person.

I always fail relationships simply because I forget to love myself first.